Sunday, 19 July 2009
i finally know what is it like Not to have friends..
looking at the VS singers all together happily...
going out together...
yes.. that is what i call friends...
looking at them makes me soooo...
urgh!!
no words to describe what i am feeling inside..
nobody understands..
but maybe..
perhaps..
wewe may understand what i am feeling inside...
but what can anybody do??
NOTHING...
its all about myself..
hmm...
how nice one fine day i can happen to wake up and realise that i have them as my friends...
not only "hi bye" friends..
but true friends...
when they group together..
they all looked so happy...
and laughing...
you know...
hmm..
ya..
thats what i want..
but i ask myself..
is that possible...
i really don't know..
anyway..
their friendship is based on years of communication..
and it not like i can just be their friends if i want to...
its not that easy..
but all i want is to be together with them as friends...
i don't know how..
i don't know when...
maybe never..
but all i'm clear now..
is that...
what they have..
thats called FRIENDS
8:18 pm
